Neglectful Intentions

It is very easy to forget, ignore, postpone, procrastinate, and generally neglect. I have recently come to the realization that within this realm of absent-mindedness I am queen. This is something I have been coping with my whole life; be it with schooling, following through on plans, or sticking with something when it's not the easiest. It never really occurred to me that you can move through life and have the  pause button activated. For me that means not coming to terms with my choices or actually making the change I want. Part of this is fear, and the other part weakness.

In order to grab life by the hairy ball sack and be it's dom I need to accept, process, and decide. It's ok to get lost sometimes, but for now I need to push through the flesh tunnel that is my life and figure some shit out.