Here I am

in a new big city, the city, the one city that I've been talking about moving to for about four years, yeah that one. BERLIN!

Yeah that's a super hazy picture but it's from an old ass camera so get out of my face dawg! You're welcome for the teaser.

Neglectful Intentions

It is very easy to forget, ignore, postpone, procrastinate, and generally neglect. I have recently come to the realization that within this realm of absent-mindedness I am queen. This is something I have been coping with my whole life; be it with schooling, following through on plans, or sticking with something when it's not the easiest. It never really occurred to me that you can move through life and have the  pause button activated. For me that means not coming to terms with my choices or actually making the change I want. Part of this is fear, and the other part weakness.

In order to grab life by the hairy ball sack and be it's dom I need to accept, process, and decide. It's ok to get lost sometimes, but for now I need to push through the flesh tunnel that is my life and figure some shit out.

My life.

Today was interesting, to say the least. I woke up to a man name Sherman in my room. He was not as friendly as I thought he would be. Although he did tell me the secrets of the universe before he punched me.

Phase two

While this podcast we've created might not be the most entertaining thing for other people, it has made me very happy. Not only do I get to hang with a good friend, but I get to giggle and be ridiculous with the slight hope that someone else thinks I'm funny. Enjoy episode two!

One of my Winter Projects

Is starting a blog with my friend Drew, and here's the first episode.

these people

are more than my roommates, they are my best friends who make me soup, carve pumpkins with me, and rub my back when I'm crying.

Also they adorably match without planning it.

best friends

they are those courageous soldiers who sick with you at your worst and your best. they know when to claw you out of an emotional cave that is littered with chocolate posters and jeff goldblum pictures, or when to buy you another shot of tequila. i am insanely grateful for the love these people choose to envelope me with. oh yeah, here'e two of the beauties now!